Happy Monday!!!! Baby A Duds is back!!!!
Well, it's been awhile since I have posted but I'm feeling inspired this morning. Maybe it's the coffee but I'm hoping that the good vibes keep flowing all day. Fingers crossed!
Lots of changes are going on here. I don't even know where to start. I've been struggling to strive some sort of healthy balance between work, home and health for several months. It's been an uphill battle but I finally had one of those "ah-ha" moments a few days ago and things just started to become cleared to me. That being said, I've decided that I have been seeking out the wrong answers to my struggles with balance.
I've always been a rather "free-spirited" person who is much better suited for last minute parties and impromptu get togethers then "stuffy" planned events. I say "stuffy" because what fun it that, right?! Wrong!!!! A big WRONG!!!! Apparently I do need a schedule and I might possibly make this little business a career with a few changes. Now this may sound like....DUH but, I have been seriously considering closing my business and sticking to my actual profession. I'm a nurse by trade and I've always, always, always felt that I chose the right job but this darn creative streak that I have keeps rearing it's ugly head at me and making me wonder if I am destined for something else.
As I love nursing, my patients, my colleagues and the general nature of the job, I have decided that I am not the same person that I was all those years ago when I was bustling around a busy emergency room jumping from helicopter to ambulance to trauma bay. As much as I am so thankful for those experiences and education, I also realize that I need to make a change for me and my family. I don't plan to leave nursing but I think it may be my hobby and my "little business" is the next chapter in my life. Wow......that feels good to say!!!!
Now, it's time to try to wrangle this creative beast into a manageable form and make it productive. Let me tell you, that is NO small feat! It actually really is a challenge for me!!!!!
Well, I'm off to attempt to "structure" (yuck!!!) a business plan and new lines for the upcoming seasons.
Also going to try to find my Zen today and get to yoga. Nothing gets me more centered and focused that a great booty kicking yoga class! :)
Namaste!